What I was saying a few days ago about feeling better, and as though I’m not depressed at all still stands. About 2 weeks ago I felt as though everything was a blur, that everything and everyone was against me, I was even thinking that I should finish with Chris, although there was no reasoning behind it. The problem is, I don’t really know what’s changed to bring me round. There was part of me that knew all what was running through my head was rubbish, but at the same time its hard not to feel down in the dumps – whatever has changed, I hope it stays. Mentally I don’t feel 100%, probably more 80 or 90% at the moment, I know a pay rise or job in Manchester would help that figure but there ya go.
On other business, Chris and I are going to Jo’s birthday party tonight… In about an hour to be correct (I’m still sat on the train home, I smell and need a shower) so this is going to be fun, seeing how long it takes me to get ready!
Tomorrow i’m in London visiting clients, I don’t want to make the journey, i’d got quite use to not having to do client visits, but there ya go.